Your prayers are surely the only thing that is keeping me afloat. I have never leaned so heavily on my faith in God as I am, today.
Mom is better than last week. At least she’s not seeing the devil around every corner. But, her faith is greatly shaken and she is having such a hard time handling what she’s going through or dealing with what happened to her in the rain when she was lost. Of all of the things that she seems to forget, she has a definite memory…with all the shades of colors and emotions of her day of being lost and unsafe in the thunderstorm. Why couldn’t she have forgotten all about this tragic and traumatic experience?! Anyway, she thinks that every time I leave her at Sunrise Creek that they are going to throw her out onto the street and she’ll be lost and alone, again. She begs me to take her out of there and then when we’re gone, she frets the entire time, thinking that they won’t let her back in when she goes back. So, I’m struggling with the correct decision for everyone in our family. Please pray for wisdom and guidance and peace of mind for the decisions that we make. Help us to find the financial means to do whatever is best. Right now, I’m not sleeping for all of the cautions and options racing through my head. And I wish I had a crystal ball. Love to you all, Mary